XX.

7 Generations practiced today and it we finally tied up two loose ends that we've been needing to tie up for a long time. We have one more song to finish and we are done writing. We are all excited on the outcome of this record and I can't wait to finally play shows again and tour.

This week I'm going to ask if I can get 2 weeks off to go on tour with our guitarist Kevans band, Restrained. 2 weeks up the west coast and back down. I hope all ends well and I hope I can go and get out of here and clear my head for a while.

As for 7 Generations, we discussed a touring schedule tonight and it looks a little something like this...

Spring - 1 week west coast tour.
Summer - Fly to the east coast for 2 weeks and tour with Verse.
Winter - Full U.S. tour for one month or so.

Just discussing those possibilities was exciting for me. I can't wait for this record to be out. I can't wait to tour. I can't wait to die.

Life is still a pigsty.
XadrianX

XIX

7 generations hasn't practiced in two weeks and i've been wanting to just get into the studio and record. i want to play shows. it's all that i have at this moment, and sadly it isn't much. through-out the days i get glimpses of hope that maybe things will pan out in the end, for everyone. everyone except the ones in the executive chairs of every multinational in this world. i've been reading again and it's given me hope for a better world...hope can only do so much in these days though. these little glimpses of hope i was referencing earlier always tend to be a precursor to something bad happening.


how did I know it was going to turn out like this? it always does. i hope you read this because i told you it was going to happen, exactly like i said it was going to happen.

"i'll never learn" - Steven Patrick Morrissey.

reperations.

i feel like i am just a finite object that everyone has in their life just once, and once it's over, it's over. when am i going to be infinite with people? am i going to stay in the same place while everyone is moving ahead or back? i just want to move a little, back or forward, enough to know that i'm not stuck. i'm tired of the small town dreams of getting out, of getting ahead. where does everyone want to go when they say they want to get ahead? do they want a secure future? do they want a 4 bedroom house with a nice picket fence? do they want...children? i dont want to be like my parents, i don't want to be like my siblings. stuck. i am a ghost, an illusion. i am yesterdays dream in todays sad, pathetic, and lonely reality.




"I am a ghost and as far as I know, I haven't even died." - Steven Patrick Morrissey